A Mon-day Shut Down with Bad Luck !

Drinking my tea, i was thinking that today i was supposed to wake up by myself and feel a lot better then i am now. I didn't use any alarm today, I tought i would wake up without help.
I opened my right eye and felt still sic, more than yesterday. i Closed my eye again and slept. My Father shouted my name from Downstairs and told me to wake up. " ok dad i'm coming " Islept for another hour, and again, i heared dad Screaming at me to get down " yeah yea ok" " i'm coming"
I got downstairs and found the cup of tea without milk an the teabag inside. I made my tea and with it i swallowed my first Holy Pills, So that's BreakFAST.
At 10:30am i had an appointment with Dr.vella at St.Lukes hospital, Detox Departement. We dressed up and got in the car. I had to get in again to change my shirt cause it was black and today the sun was terrible, after 3 minutes i was back in the car. Me and Dad decide to go to Marsascala at the B.O.V. bank to get lm40 from the check and so i did.
There were about 8 persons in the queue and dad was outside in the car, int the killing sun! I knew i'll had to spend around at least 30 minutes to get rid of that queue! I knew i had to loose far more than half an hour to get to my turn.
Finally it was My turn! and in only 2 minutes i was out of the bank. Dad told me to buy for him a Bottle of cold water and so i did, I bought some credit for my mobile and of course a packet of cigarettes.
We headed to GuardaMangia straight away and in around another half an hour we were infront of the Hospital. I arrived excactly at 10:30am. Dad dropped me infront of the hospital and I went running in. Thanks God i did not loose any time waiting in vain again to see my doc now and at 11:115am I was already out of there.
Along the trip i met an ex inmate, a very good person and he talked to me, he also needed some money. I asked him for what he needed them, and he told me that he was broke and needed to pay the bus. I talked with him for a few minutes and made sure he was ok and feeling well and before he left, I put my hand in the right pocket of my jeans and gave him all the money i had in that pocket! He thanked me a lot for more than enough and he turned around and went for the bus , he waved at me and i said " See You and take care " he thankes me again and was now far.
Unfortunately when i arrived home i realized i Might as well lost some good money! Cause i only had Lm10 left, I searched them everywhere, in the street in the car etc but i didn't find them anywhere! BAD LUCK.

27 august 1:58pm

Last time i created an account for this site blogger, so Today when i came here ont this site i tought i must be ready to get in, by just typing my password , i2t was named totema for sure but i can't find it and it seems here isnt any kind of way to find it and get back the passwords or at least re use my name totema or darren Gatt .